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recently found out I'm 5'6", I'm too ashamed of my weight to share it with you. I'm fucked in the head; very, very fucked in the head.
recently found out I'm 5'6", I'm too ashamed of my weight to share it with you. I'm fucked in the head; very, very fucked in the head.
you truly believe i chose this?
oh no, no, no. this wasn’t a choice. i didn’t choose to hate every inch of me. i never, ever once woke up and decided “hmmm, i think i want to develop an eating disorder today.” this was never planned, it just happened. no words could possibly truly explain how much of a hell this eating disorder is… i never chose to be obsessed, it was a deep rooted, gradual process.
